Seriously, I am SO perturbed! Didn’t I just vow to never let anyone drag me down like this again? WTF. This better be hormonally related and not actual slippage from my emotional and psychological progress.

On the brighter side of things, the tentative agenda for July 4th weekend is a homemade Italian meal at someone’s house on Saturday evening (I’ll make lasagne and tiramisu, everyone else can figure out what they’re able to contribute…altho now that I think about it, I don’t know how I’m gonna pull off tiramisu because I’m flying up Saturday and I usually like finished tiramisu to sit overnite for the flavors to develop), kayaking on Sunday, July 4th BBQ/pool party on Monday.

Damn it, that didn’t even cheer me up. I can not believe how offended and bummed I am.