Thu 16 Jun 2005
I thought I’d try something different today: controlling the direction of the day by changing little things and setting things up differently. On the nasty drive to work, I tried to change the irrate mood of having to deal w/idiotic drivers by listening to Harry Connick, Jr. croon the romantic standards of the ’50s and ’60s accompanied by orchestra and big band. I’m skipping breakfast and lunch. At lunch, I will go back to my old gym and try my luck there again, hoping that this time I will be left alone. After work, I’ll spend a little time cleaning my place up and then I will be meeting an old friend for some Korean soon tofu. I hope those plans go thru. He’s not normally a flaker, but sometimes I just get these feelings.
I’m All Caught Up.
Just to act as an update: these tofu plans did not go thru. I went as far as to show up at the restaurant, then burst into tears and then the phone calls started coming in and my old friend handed me my purse, patted my shoulder and said we’ll do it some other time. I feel pretty horrible about the way it went down.