Is today a productive day? I worked out at lunch, got a haircut after work, paid a bill online when I got home. Turned down another guy from my past who wants to try again. My house is still clean from my efforts last weekend, not even enough laundry to fill one load. No good TV on.

I feel empty.

I hope tomorrow will be better. My jujitsu instructor left me a voice mail today inviting me to go work out with them at another studio in Orange tomorrow. I think I need to go, just to keep myself from going crazy.