Fri 12 Aug 2005
I miss someone.
I’m not being deliberately vague; I don’t know much more than what I stated above. I am missing someone badly and I can’t see his face, I don’t know who it is. I don’t know whether I’ve already met him or whether he’s someone I’m meant to be with waiting right around the corner. It feels like someone protective and warm, a tad older (I’m feeling 4 years), he’s got dark coloring, quite a bit taller than me (yeah, who isn’t?), athletic and healthy and open to new things and wholesome activities (read: NOT drinking and partying). What keeps hitting me is the feeling I have when I lean my head against his collar bone and his arms go around me. I feel like he figuratively turns me so that he’s against the wind, the rain, the burning sun, and I would be bathed in just the soft breezes and moonlight and filtered sunshine. He likes putting his hand behind my head to stroke my hair as I press my cheek into his chest. He also likes to pick me up — wait — I just got a highly disturbing image/thought.
…oh, gawd.
…Yeah, I’m going to bed.
Omg, did you just read my mind?
Sweet dreams. 🙂
Sounds similar to “the one”, the ideal partner. Other than whatever disturbing image came into your head that is.
Yes, Jade. Yes I did.
Mark, I know he is “the one.” I just don’t know where he is. When I meet him I’m gonna have to physically restrain myself to keep from yelling, “What TOOK you so long? Do you have any idea what I had GONE through?!”
I was just told this weekend that the person I’m describing is my twin soul, my soulmate, who isn’t even reincarnated in my present lifetime. So altho he is always right around the proverbial corner, I will not “meet” him until I’m back on the Other Side.