Wed 23 Nov 2005
I made it in to work. The office didn’t even have our courtroom scheduled as “dark” (no judge), so they’re unofficially letting me sit in my own courtroom to do with the day as I see fit. I’m divorcing people.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me lately. I’m bummed a lot, but I can’t put my finger on a reason. Let’s check my pillars.
1. Work? It’s fine, it runs itself. I get along with my coworkers.
2. Family? Mom and Dad are the same as usual.
3. Friends? No drama there. They’re all around, busy doing their own things but generally responsive when I initiate contact, if they don’t already initiate it with me first.
4. Boyfriend? He’s Mr. Wonderful, what else can I ask for?
5. Health? I haven’t had a need to visit Kaiser again in a couple of months, so that’s good. I can be more proactive about the workouts and jujitsu, but it’s not a life-or-death thing and there’s really no consequence to my taking it easy, except for the slower progress in weight loss, and it’s cosmetic weight right now anyway; I’m not in danger of having a heart attack.
6. Cat? Dodo’s been the same as always, sometimes pesky, always good company. I do feel guilty for not being around more, tho, since he likes to be underfoot and hang out with me.
7. Finances? Same as always. No problems paying off the bills, mortgage, insurance, and I have enough fat to play with for frivolities.
8. Am I bored? I don’t think so. Every weekend and weekday evening is filled with something; if anything, I’ve been doing more stuff than usual what with all the not being home and traveling.
The heck is wrong with me?! Am I burned out? What the heck am I burned out on? The guilt of being anchored by pittily tasks and not being productive, probably.
Ya know, I think I just hit the nail on the head. Cuz I feel better and more inspired already.
Maybe I should stop blogging now and divorce more people. =P
I think we tend to feel “weird” once our lives become a bit comfortable or/and routine. That’s why we need to discover things to spice up our lives a little such as change the workplace, redecorate your house, get a new toy for Dodo, stirring your frequent visits to your parents’, change Mr. W to Mr. Super W….Ok, I am joking. Seriously your life now sounds so perfect. Maybe you just need to generate some “like” and interest towards the routine stuff or you’re just purely PMSing. lol
I honestly considered PMS as the culprit, but the timing doesn’t add up.