I had a really crappy evening. Not because anything went wrong, or because something expectedly good didn’t come through, nothing so legitimate like that. I guess I just let someone get to me that didn’t deserve to have such an “in.” It surprises me that the mood is not more connected or responsive to the intellect, because this person is on the waaay peripheral of my life, doesn’t physically affect me or my loved ones, and I keep telling myself that I know I didn’t do anything wrong to this person, I’d in fact always tried to be supportive, and if for some wacked out reason this person suddenly decides to be rude during these holiday seasons, well, that’s really not my problem. I know I didn’t wrong anyone and frankly, it’s not like this is some great person whose favor says anything about me. Besides, this person is more than busy with self-created, self-induced problems due to this person’s own stupidity and poor past decisions. Everyone who is important, whom I respect, admire and love, are just fine, and are interrelationally fine with me.

Hmmph. Time to cross this person off my list. Coincidentally, all yesterday I wore some Happy Bunny socks inside my boots, and Happy Bunny is saying, “Like I Need YOUR Approval.” Yeah!