The Wilco server is finally back up, having been down since Friday night. The recent entries I wrote were about how everything happens for a good reason and life is wonderful, thereby jinxing myself for the second time since I started this blog. I’m gonna trust providence and not blog about the negative occurrences of the weekend I just had since the blog must’ve gone down for a reason the moment things went horribly wrong in my life, and didn’t come back up until my 2nd (hopefully successful) attempt at resolution. Yup, I’m not going to talk about all the sadness and badness here…except to say that I found out alcohol doesn’t do a damn thing to alleviate the grieving heart. Not a one. I don’t understand why people turn to alcohol for relief. I had been drinking since 4:45pm Friday, finally stopping last nite after 3 martinis and a glass of blanc, and my problems neither faded nor lessened their sting, much less disappeared or became forgotten. I don’t get alcoholics. I don’t.