I was a bad girl today. We had a mandatory meeting the last half hour of lunch today so I didn’t have time to work out. Instead, I ate an entire chicken wet burrito from a local Mexican food restaurant. It was delicious and filled me up enough that I didn’t feel I had to eat dinner before jujitsu. But just to satisfy the munchies with minimal calories before jujitsu, I ate chocolate lite whipped cream. Yup. I just sprayed the sucker into a spoon and licked it off the spoon while I watched Jerry Maguire on TBS. Eight times. At 15 calories every 2 tablespoons, I only consumed 60 calories. Oh, and I ate a large cookie throughout the morning at work. Well, the whipped cream didn’t fill me up and I was hungry after jujitsu so I stopped by McDonald’s on my way back and had two chicken fajita rollups and a regular-size vanilla cone.

I realized in jujitsu today that I’ve now acquired the asexual jujitsu mentality. I saw the discomfort in a new guy’s face in learning to do a knife takedown, and I realized that when it had been my turn wielding the knife, my crotch repeatedly made contact with the blackbelt’s right hand as he forced my knife hand through my legs and then reached for my hand from behind my butt as he kicked my outside leg out and contorted the top leg after I fell. And thought nothing of it. None of us think anything of contact like this, it’s only the new people who are still aware of their personal sexual awkwardness. This class is gonna kill my sex drive.