There’s nothing quite like having a horrible and wasted evening, followed by sickening nightmares (I was crying in my nightmare, and when I woke up this morning, there were dried tears down my temples, so I guess I was crying in my sleep, too), waking up late from the nightmare, having your clothing not cooperate, then on the way to work, being harassed by an officer from my city’s Police Dept. If he’s going to be enough of an ass to yell at me, he should be enough of an ass to grope me inappropriately and take that as a bribe. That way I can sue the city.

I really should run at lunch today because I didn’t work out at lunch yesterday (went out w/coworkers and retired coworkers for the weekly lunch huddle), AND I had changed my mind last minute yesterday evening and not gone to jujitsu (total mistake; good deeds never go unpunished). But all I want to do, and right now, in fact, is to crawl into a dark place alone and sleep and/or cry.