My childhood friend Sandy had once told me that she discovered who it was that had it in for her, and it was not whom she expected it to be. I think she was even kinda freaked out about it. My bailiff and my gym trainee both told me today that people are jealous of happy people and they want to shove a stick in your bicycle tire spokes and make you fall. I was hanging out with Navy Girl Vanessa chatting about some spiritual research stuff, and I randomly flipped a book and it opened to a statement that said that the more spiritual you are, the more you get attacked, and all spiritual people have had to deal with some big attack(s) at some point. I don’t know, but with me, it really seems like people started hating me fairly recently, and I hate to say it, but it seems to coincide with the time Mr. W and I got together. Maybe it is just about people feeling discontent with their own lives when they see me happy. But I don’t think I’ve had so many problems with catty women before, ever. The one I found out about today just blew me away, because I really had thought we were cool. But she went so far over the line behind my back that I’m just in shock.

So I’ve got a few people who have designated themselves as my enemies. I really can’t do anything about it, I can’t control what they have going in their own heads to feel what they feel, all I can say is that I have never done anything to any of them, nor will I ever do something negative to these people. I don’t feel a desire or a need to. But along with these brand new enemies =/ , I’ve also made some new close friends who have become very important to me, who came into my life because of, in some way, my relationship w/Mr. W. My gym trainee is one, and Jordan. And of course, Mr. W himself.