I just deleted 120+ spam links made on my comments since last night and as I was doing that, more came in! TWO JUST CAME IN AS I WAS TYPING THAT SENTENCE! This is ridiculous. Mike! MIIIIIIIIKE!

But on the happier front, I’m delighted to report that last nite, I did indeed get all my 4 wishes in my prayer.
[another spam comment comes in here] A friend called me back, I got lots of supportive talks and hugs and inappropriate comments in jujitsu, Mr. W even called me at 10p, an hour after his usual bedtime, and didn’t seem to have a reason for calling (I was SHOCKED to get a call from him) and Vanessa was home when I got home so we got to hang out until I fell asleep in front of the TV and decided to go up to bed. Oh, and I also changed my bedsheets to my soothing mint-colored summer sateen, so that may have something to do with the fact that I feel less gnawing in my guts today. It’s too bad [another spam comment comes in here] that moments [another spam comment comes in here] of internal peace like this are so limited these days. I’m tired from always being at the edge of depression and having to grit my teeth through the nausea [another spam comment comes in here] [another spam comment comes in here] in order to fight myself out of it. [5 more spam comments come in here!! The spam filter’s not catching even 10% of them!]

MIKE!!!!!!!