Since Allie’s been sick, she’s having a hard time breathing thru her nose, is horribly congested, & has a phlegmy-sounding cough. Newly added, she eats very little & pulls off the breast & bottle crying. I can’t get her to latch, so more often than not, one side gets uncomfortably engorged from her skipping it until the next meal. The nasal aspirator bulb can’t get to the mucus I hear messing with her breathing, the elevated mattress makes her slide down the crib when she kicks around, the shower steam & room humidifier may or may not be helping, I can’t tell. She took a long time to go to sleep last night after a long fit of crying when I couldn’t get her to relatch on the other side. I was angry to be so helpless & frustrated, & I’m trying not to freak out even now.

Me: I understand now the huge sacrifice you made when you decided you want to marry me.
Mr. W: And don’t you forget it.