I had a traumatic day and I can’t blog about it right now as it’s too late and I need to try to sleep. In a nutshell, Laura is no longer the nanny and she made it extremely difficult for me and left non-physical claw marks on me. However, my priority HAS to be the baby. I really liked one of the KinderCares I visited, and I would be comfortable placing Allie there; I would still prefer she be older, however. I have cried way too much today and have been slammed into the wall (figuratively) too dizzying much today and I’m still nauseated. Hoping for things to be better for everyone tomorrow.