Sun 18 Nov 2007
I’ve been up since like 3am watching “A Shot at Love” on MTV. I woke up to the show on the living room couch and the station kept playing back-to-back episodes of the reality series, and its current drama at the Tila Tequila mansion. For those of you who’ve never heard of the show, Tila Tequila is a Vietnamese model/actress (?) who just came out of the closet as bisexual and is doing a “The Bachelorette”-style elimination dating series but with equal numbers of male and female suitors. Yeah, it surprised me, too, that I’m watching it. Since I’d first found the show some weeks ago, I have become of aware of some friends’ serious dislike for Tila Tequila and/or the show, and now that I’m seeing it again, I find myself thinking, “They’re right, her face isn’t all that attractive.” But if I had her figure, minus the fake boobs, I’d be showing it off, too. Plus she has a good hair stylist. And I’m in awe at her mansion. The show presents it as HER house, and if she really does own it, whoa…
I think the reason I kept watching the series this morning, though, is because 1) there are suitors who so get on my nerves that I’m rooting AGAINST them and I keep waiting to watch them get voted off; and 2) my sleeping pattern is so jacked up right now that I wake up every morning between 2am and 4am and remain wide awake thereafter, hacking and coughing and trying to swallow past the painful swollen tonsils in my throat.
This catfight is the end of the last episode on this morning. BTW, I rooted against Vanessa (the curly-haired brunette in the polka dots).
I *just* read ‘shit du soleil’ and I actually got pissed for you.
First, for some dickhead to tell you to shup up repeatedly. I can’t believe the restraint you had, because I may have pummeled his sorry ass. More likely I would’ve returned a ” i wasn’t talking to YOU…turn around you psycho” …
Second, I know how upset you get when your loved one doesn’t have your back. He didn’t need to beat his ass or punch the guy in his fat head, but a simple “do not speak to my fiance like that” would’ve been nice. Even if the dumbshit would have (and most likely) replied with something nasty, at least you knew he had your back and defended you… after that he could have said (to you) to ignore the whinig psycho pansy (and loud enough for psycho pansy to hear).
I also know that certain people aren’t confrontational at all and prefer to just ignore these things… you’re a little hotheaded like me, so we’re more apt to say things to these types of people (or ass faces)..and would be extremely hurt or offended if our mate didn’t atleast try to defend us.
Shushing you infront of others (especially dumbasses like that guy) is extremely condescending. You’re not 12.
Thanks for feeling me, Jordan. A lot of people have said that I’ve shown more restraint than they would’ve shown. Actually, most people told me that. Unfortunately, they also think Mr. W had shown an unfortunately abundant amount of restraint toward the “psycho pansy.” As for the last thing you said, that was in the theory being tossed around, too — maybe shushing me isn’t “condescending” to him because he DOES see me and treat me like I’m 12, cuz of the age difference and how I am/was usually in a silly goofy mood around him.
I can understand shushing you in a way that others don’t see (and would laugh at).. because like me, you could probably be a little too verbal (and it may be emabarrassing to someone you’re with)… but in a situation like that, I would NEVER let someone tell the person I’m with to shut up. Just my opinion.
sometimes I think he’d let the other person not only tell me to shut up, but also to pommel me while he held my arms back saying how I’m the aggressor so I need to stop, and that he can’t control the other guy so he’s not going to try to.